Struggling
A mixture of emotions
Sadness and anger
Mainly anger
But that was always there
That constant background
That rage, that fight
Swallow it down,
It’ll be all right
But tonight I am struggling
It feels like a spiral
When will I scream
And let it out?
This venom, this heat
I sit like a volcano
I simmer and swell
Tonight I am struggling
My lava is bubbling
I can feel my head bursting
How can you not tell?
How Can You Think all is well?
A mixture of emotions
Anger and sadness
Mainly sadness